Mozart
01-18-2006, 12:44 AM
zia,
thank you very much for your very kind words of
heart-felt encouragement. i will certainly put to use
your suggestions.
you said:
"...or fired the genetics of such from past life
conditionings to be overcome in this lifetime :)"
yes, that was my presumption about my near-deafness of
this lifetime, but i found out, to my total surprise,
that my condition was specifically created not to
balance out any karma--it was to enable me to focus on
my natural genius gift that i have to give in this
lifetime. what it is...i'm not yet at liberty to say
what it is, though i'm totally clear as to what it is
and how i'm going to create it.
i was told that my mind operates at such high levels
of creativity and focus that i'm able to succeed at
just about anything that i could set my mind to, hence
the need to have the severe hearing handicap that
would sharply limit my focus on many things that i
would otherwise have focused on. it caused me to
withdraw from the world severely--which is exactly
what needed to happen for me to discover some very
important aspects of some particular (ah,
11:11!...this bodes well for the central purpose of my
life) energies that are fundamental and vital to the
functions of any part of any universe.
um, sounds pretty vague, yes? lol. i just can't yet
share what my life's purpose is yet and just what is
the nature of the specific natural genius gift that i
have to share with the world. i must just focus on
doing the actual work, now that i have the
preciousness gizmo with which to start my life's
purpose work. i'm so excited to finally start it.
after i have made some professional accomplishments,
i'll share exactly who i was in a past life and why my
near-deafness has happened. right now this energy
needs to be concentrated so that it can really shine
at high levels of efficacy. if i prematurely share
this sensitive information about myself, it'll dilute
the power of it and cause a great deal of unwelcome
negative energenic influence that could damage my
work. i'm not about to waste my opportunity that i
have before me, nor do i wish to throw away all the
pain/suffering that i already have gone through in
order to reach this point of now-clear understanding
of my own self and why i'm here with this chosen
condition that i once totally, completed detested (my
near-deafness).
the point of this post is that i now realize that not
all challenging conditions that people find themselves
in are neccessarily due to karma--some are, of course,
but some may have happened so that one could start to
focus in some different area of soul-development that
may need to happen in order to accomplish some goals
chosen by one's higher self. does that make sense?
my recent realization of the idea of life's challenges
being of non-karmic in nature and being a way of
re-directing one's focus towards a desired result as
chosen by one's higher self is a liberating one for
me. so that means that not every apparently negative
challenge is due to karma.
it's like the stories of brave,loving souls being born
with down's syndrome for the very specific purpose of
enabling one's emotionally-challenged, perfectionistic
parents to finally get in touch with their deepest
emotions as they struggle to love such an 'imperfect'
human being. no karma there, just profound love.
incarnating with some severe challenging conditions
just so that some other soul(s) could develop a
previously-undeveloped aspect(s) of oneself or selves.
wow. life's tapestries are so rich as they weave
intricately through space, time and our hearts as we
begin to hear the subtle wisperings of our beautiful
souls.
hearing life,
~seth
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thank you very much for your very kind words of
heart-felt encouragement. i will certainly put to use
your suggestions.
you said:
"...or fired the genetics of such from past life
conditionings to be overcome in this lifetime :)"
yes, that was my presumption about my near-deafness of
this lifetime, but i found out, to my total surprise,
that my condition was specifically created not to
balance out any karma--it was to enable me to focus on
my natural genius gift that i have to give in this
lifetime. what it is...i'm not yet at liberty to say
what it is, though i'm totally clear as to what it is
and how i'm going to create it.
i was told that my mind operates at such high levels
of creativity and focus that i'm able to succeed at
just about anything that i could set my mind to, hence
the need to have the severe hearing handicap that
would sharply limit my focus on many things that i
would otherwise have focused on. it caused me to
withdraw from the world severely--which is exactly
what needed to happen for me to discover some very
important aspects of some particular (ah,
11:11!...this bodes well for the central purpose of my
life) energies that are fundamental and vital to the
functions of any part of any universe.
um, sounds pretty vague, yes? lol. i just can't yet
share what my life's purpose is yet and just what is
the nature of the specific natural genius gift that i
have to share with the world. i must just focus on
doing the actual work, now that i have the
preciousness gizmo with which to start my life's
purpose work. i'm so excited to finally start it.
after i have made some professional accomplishments,
i'll share exactly who i was in a past life and why my
near-deafness has happened. right now this energy
needs to be concentrated so that it can really shine
at high levels of efficacy. if i prematurely share
this sensitive information about myself, it'll dilute
the power of it and cause a great deal of unwelcome
negative energenic influence that could damage my
work. i'm not about to waste my opportunity that i
have before me, nor do i wish to throw away all the
pain/suffering that i already have gone through in
order to reach this point of now-clear understanding
of my own self and why i'm here with this chosen
condition that i once totally, completed detested (my
near-deafness).
the point of this post is that i now realize that not
all challenging conditions that people find themselves
in are neccessarily due to karma--some are, of course,
but some may have happened so that one could start to
focus in some different area of soul-development that
may need to happen in order to accomplish some goals
chosen by one's higher self. does that make sense?
my recent realization of the idea of life's challenges
being of non-karmic in nature and being a way of
re-directing one's focus towards a desired result as
chosen by one's higher self is a liberating one for
me. so that means that not every apparently negative
challenge is due to karma.
it's like the stories of brave,loving souls being born
with down's syndrome for the very specific purpose of
enabling one's emotionally-challenged, perfectionistic
parents to finally get in touch with their deepest
emotions as they struggle to love such an 'imperfect'
human being. no karma there, just profound love.
incarnating with some severe challenging conditions
just so that some other soul(s) could develop a
previously-undeveloped aspect(s) of oneself or selves.
wow. life's tapestries are so rich as they weave
intricately through space, time and our hearts as we
begin to hear the subtle wisperings of our beautiful
souls.
hearing life,
~seth
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