Abduction Experience- Different

[Leana]

greetings! this is my first post here, so sorry in advanced if it is either (1) off topic/ wrong forum or (2) hard to read. :)

some history: i've had negative et abduction experiences since i was a small child, i am now in my early 20's.

a few days ago, i conscientiously thought to myself i am going to make a change in how i think. since that point i've been trying to be positive/loving about all aspects of life. i started thinking about experiences i had in 2004 when i wanted proof of my experiences. i only ever encountered negative entities when i did this. i would wake up at night with triangle bruising and intense fear.

on to the present. i have been reading the law of one materials over the last few months. i decided a few days ago that i do not need proof of my experiences and that i only would like to allow positive/loving energy into my life. that was it.

well, that night i had a tough time going to sleep. it was probably 2:30amish. i tried to shut my eyes and i started to hear intense buzzing and pulling. i remembered no fear- love love love. this is what i focused on. love. the pulling buzzing stopped. well, this lasted for about 5 minutes. no more issues. i started to think something very selfish like "i'm glad i don't have to experience that" or something.. i don't remember exactly what i was thinking but i remember the pulling starting again with the intensely pitched buzzing noise from my right ear. i again remembered no fear - love love love love. the pulling and noise stopped. i must have stayed in this state for half an hour. i believe i even woke up my husband and told him - they are trying to take me. he was really hard to wake up. he eventually woke up and sat with me. by now, it was probably close to 3:15am-3:30am. i fell asleep quickly.

the next morning i woke up with a bruise on my right leg, below the knee about 2 inches. the bruise it self is about 3 inches in diameter. the bruise had a shape outline with a hollow interior. think a circle with a triangleish shape in the middle. however, the triangle in the circle was not completely a triangle. it was hard to see the shape. i pressed on the shape to see what it was. for some reason- i felt this shape was important to me. i was supposed to find what it meant. this symbol looked like a japanese 'no' symbol but different. (i used that reference because i studied the japanese language.) it looks like a circle with a curve attached.

i searched online and found that it looks like the greek representation of leo, which i found was tied to the law of polarity on the symbols site i used to search for the shape.

interesting, so i searched for the law of polarity online. one of the first things i found was a website that states
i believe it suggests that we should constantly look at the good in people and situations, that we should make a constant effort to slide *up* the pole of polarity. we know there is a bad, but we should *choose* to look at the good, that we should always *choose* to have good thoughts.

why?

good thoughts attract good vibrations! good vibrations attract good things!

i figured this was a sign to me that i am on the path, or doing the right thing.

the last few days i've felt like i was on a cloud. i had some sort of trans formative experience because i do not fear the negatives, i feel bad for them. i conscientiously forgave them for their hurtful actions and sent love. i will no longer allow them to interrupt my life or to scare me.

what do you all think?

i've never had anything like this happen before. this week i've had massive energy pouring from my crown chakra, and i've been seeing more aura energy in my home. i've always had this ability but it's increasing big time. i've also had more experiences with synchronicity of numbers 11:11, 12:12, 3:33, 8:38, etc.

[pajamabiker]

what do i think?

i've never had any experiences like yours, but i'll say a prayer that you wil be ok

[leo scone]

from my personal experiences i have found that the buzzing and pulling energies are part of the out-of-body experience, and for myself, not the result of any entities exerting their will over mine. however, within that energy state one may meet entities of any possible orientation.

this is not to say you haven't had a physical experience, but there are a great number of similarities between abduction reports and oobes. if one has a fear reaction to an unknown experience, afterward they are highly likely to connote it as a "negative" experience. if one is in a state of love reaction to the unknown, they are likely to later then classify it as a "positive" experience. of course, both offer as much educationally. and both are only our descriptions of experiences for which we have no other basis of description. so, the perception of alien abductor's and demons, as well as those of angels and highly advanced aliens, may just be a perceptual bias on the part of the experiencer, who has no better vocabulary than their own emotional reactions with which to describe them.

next time you feel that energy, that pull, maintain your center of love, but go ahead and go oob. it is likely your experience, not one put upon you, so go with love and see who you meet then. you are limitless light. what's to fear?

[Magical_Mongoose]

sounds like you're having some hyper-d overlaying...be mindful, be grounded and remember that nothing has permission to enter into your space unless you've given it permission.
positive interactions are marked by feelings of upliftment and empowerment, whereas negative usually induces fear tactics and internal strife.

[Leana]

thank you for taking the time to respond. maybe you are correct. i have been pulled in the past in my et experiences, so perhaps i am correlating those experiences with this one. that could very well be the case. it would not explain the mark i woke up with. who knows though.
i have had oobe before, this was a somewhat similar experience. i think the problem i have is- i have been taken when in a state that follows the frequency pitch, like when i am unable to move my body. i am willing to admit that during this period, i was confused and wanted to find out what i was experiencing w/ proof attached which was probably a big kick me sign in the cosmic sense. ;)

[Leana]

i tried to use quick reply but it doesn't seem to have worked.

i appreciate the responses. i am open to the possibility that this was the start of an oobe, but it doe not really explain the markings i found on my leg. i think i might associate oobe with negative experiences i had in the past when i started to have oobe's. the last time i had a 'period' where i was having oobe's i was also having an increase in abduction experiences where i could see et's take me from my body. granted i invited them to do so, because i wanted to have some sort of proof/memory to know that it had happened. pretty much asked for trouble. i know better now. i have made the declaration that i will only allow loving/positive energy into my life.

i will try to see if i can induce an oobe. perhaps i am opening up to the point where i can do this again. i lost this ability for a couple years. i think it had to do with having children & the biology or attachment i had. my body is finally post baby and i am now experiencing more things like the auras i mentioned.

in anycase, thank you!