angelboy
01-31-2009, 10:23 AM
hello all....umm i hope someone can try to understand a little of what im saying.
i have taken the past 6 months or so out of indulging in topics and subjects one might find controversial (one who is asleep and unawaken to some of the truths that others of us have reached thusfar ofcourse...) personally speaking i found there to be a lot of very negativity which i picked up on quite intensely and therefore decided it was my time to reduce my usage of computer research.
whilst taking time out from online interaction with other like minded searchers/researchers, i became very aware of how very unaware the vast majority of people who are unfortunatelty not near the unjustness and uneven-ness of which i always felt within, or of which i experienced. they simply didnt care, want to care, want to know, werent interested in....im sure u all know what i mean.
the reason i have decided to post this thread is to tell u all or rather ask u all something if i may.
this morning i woke up almost saying something...i mean i woke up speaking words...and instantly felt the feeling of knowing i'd just had a dream, not a bad dream or a bad experience, just a knowing of i'd been dreaming...but i felt ok...i just felt like all was ok. i know shudv have got up immediately and reached for a pen and paper, which i have to say i still dont get round to doing! anyway, all day today iv been saying this thing in my head and altho synchronicities are not a new phenomenon to me...today however has been quite extra special..in a ridiculously noncoincidental way (cos naturally, there are no such things as coincidences)
i suppose i would like to know if anybody has had any similar experiences to this and if so...has it affected you or your perception on life, love, patience, time, others etc..
to be honest any feedback whatsoever would be most welcome.
today/last night has been a very exciting and fascinating period in my life bcos of this experience.
these few words i woke with have been, well what certainly feels like, the first words i ever really heard and yet strangely...i feel like i already knew them.
these words are for everybody -
everything is perfect
i hope this hasnt bored you
peace and love to u all
angelboy
i have taken the past 6 months or so out of indulging in topics and subjects one might find controversial (one who is asleep and unawaken to some of the truths that others of us have reached thusfar ofcourse...) personally speaking i found there to be a lot of very negativity which i picked up on quite intensely and therefore decided it was my time to reduce my usage of computer research.
whilst taking time out from online interaction with other like minded searchers/researchers, i became very aware of how very unaware the vast majority of people who are unfortunatelty not near the unjustness and uneven-ness of which i always felt within, or of which i experienced. they simply didnt care, want to care, want to know, werent interested in....im sure u all know what i mean.
the reason i have decided to post this thread is to tell u all or rather ask u all something if i may.
this morning i woke up almost saying something...i mean i woke up speaking words...and instantly felt the feeling of knowing i'd just had a dream, not a bad dream or a bad experience, just a knowing of i'd been dreaming...but i felt ok...i just felt like all was ok. i know shudv have got up immediately and reached for a pen and paper, which i have to say i still dont get round to doing! anyway, all day today iv been saying this thing in my head and altho synchronicities are not a new phenomenon to me...today however has been quite extra special..in a ridiculously noncoincidental way (cos naturally, there are no such things as coincidences)
i suppose i would like to know if anybody has had any similar experiences to this and if so...has it affected you or your perception on life, love, patience, time, others etc..
to be honest any feedback whatsoever would be most welcome.
today/last night has been a very exciting and fascinating period in my life bcos of this experience.
these few words i woke with have been, well what certainly feels like, the first words i ever really heard and yet strangely...i feel like i already knew them.
these words are for everybody -
everything is perfect
i hope this hasnt bored you
peace and love to u all
angelboy