In Dreams
09-04-2008, 03:13 PM
its hard for me to come out about this, but its something that's always in the back of my head. i sent david a message on myspace (yeah i know...)asking him cause of my huge interest in metaphysics, this research and et's in general. but i don't expect a reply by any means, so i figured i would ask it here also. with like minded folks of all kinds.
a bit ago, i was meditating and kept asking myself the question, "am i wanderer?". i let this sink into me and meditated on it and got into a trance. time past, this i don't know how long, and i came too. it was hard to open my eyes and come too often how it is coming out of trance. i would say i was meditating for about an hour. i went to bed shortly, figuring i didn't get an answer. while sleeping i became lucid in a dream and once i became lucid my dream went black and i felt myself laying there but didn't get up. i couldn't, i just layed there and i heard a buzzing noise fading in and out. then out of no where it became crystal clear and i heard a large voice projection in my head "we are unable to answer this question at this time, but you are going through an awakening process" i asked who we was, and the buzzing noise came in and it was then lost. i got up and wrote the experience down in my journal. it was an amazing feeling and experience that has left me in joy yet boggled.
and then lately, i have been seeing the infinity symbol. this started when i was at work, im a painter. i zoned out and was staring at the wall. i often go into trance like this out of no where. i will just stare and zone out. as i came too my right hand was moving in my paint tray and it was painting an infinity symbol inside the pan. i chuckled and laughed cause i know the pleiadians often speak of this. about an hour later, i found my self painting it on the wall itself. few hours past, i was texting my girlfriend and as i look up from sitting on the ground to the wall, there is a piece of hair in an infinity formation right on the way. the past 2 days it has been every where.
last night i was having very difficult times sleeping. i was constantly waking up feeling out of place. looked at my clock. 2:22, laughed again. seen i had to miss calls and a voice mail. as i check the voice mail i then had 2 voice mails. as i delete them i look at my phone and there is the formation 777 on the screen. i see this every where also.
i take this to me as a huge awakening. i feel so dislocated yet content. separated from everyone yet one. as i understand the law of one and metaphysical sources to a t as if its home to me. and i always feel one with everything.
i would love to hear peoples opinions about this.
thanks and blessing
-john
a bit ago, i was meditating and kept asking myself the question, "am i wanderer?". i let this sink into me and meditated on it and got into a trance. time past, this i don't know how long, and i came too. it was hard to open my eyes and come too often how it is coming out of trance. i would say i was meditating for about an hour. i went to bed shortly, figuring i didn't get an answer. while sleeping i became lucid in a dream and once i became lucid my dream went black and i felt myself laying there but didn't get up. i couldn't, i just layed there and i heard a buzzing noise fading in and out. then out of no where it became crystal clear and i heard a large voice projection in my head "we are unable to answer this question at this time, but you are going through an awakening process" i asked who we was, and the buzzing noise came in and it was then lost. i got up and wrote the experience down in my journal. it was an amazing feeling and experience that has left me in joy yet boggled.
and then lately, i have been seeing the infinity symbol. this started when i was at work, im a painter. i zoned out and was staring at the wall. i often go into trance like this out of no where. i will just stare and zone out. as i came too my right hand was moving in my paint tray and it was painting an infinity symbol inside the pan. i chuckled and laughed cause i know the pleiadians often speak of this. about an hour later, i found my self painting it on the wall itself. few hours past, i was texting my girlfriend and as i look up from sitting on the ground to the wall, there is a piece of hair in an infinity formation right on the way. the past 2 days it has been every where.
last night i was having very difficult times sleeping. i was constantly waking up feeling out of place. looked at my clock. 2:22, laughed again. seen i had to miss calls and a voice mail. as i check the voice mail i then had 2 voice mails. as i delete them i look at my phone and there is the formation 777 on the screen. i see this every where also.
i take this to me as a huge awakening. i feel so dislocated yet content. separated from everyone yet one. as i understand the law of one and metaphysical sources to a t as if its home to me. and i always feel one with everything.
i would love to hear peoples opinions about this.
thanks and blessing
-john