Do you believe this is your first time on Earth?

[Natalia]

i do and it all makes sense!

like many of us here, as a child, i felt like i did not belong here, the world felt very strange, like i was inside looking out at something alien, i felt like the stars were my home, and at some points i actually felt that me coming here was a mistake, i came to the wrong planet/place!

it all makes sense now, well, since i discovered i am indigo (or that the indigo label fits me extremely well).

maybe.....

i am open to the possibility that i have been here before, maybe i just don't feel like i have been.

natalia

[mwr1026]

i have wondered about this too. most of my recollections of childhood are of not fitting in and not understanding the harsh brutality of the playground.

recently i have made a few efforts to retrieve past lives, and come up blank. my efforts have been focused with the assumption that past lives would be in 3d earth. is it possible that there are none?

i'm not too concerned about this. when i focus too much on any of this epistemology, i start to lose my connection to the conscious present. it is what eckhart tolle would perhaps describe as the ego trying to stuff consciousness into a nicely organized and manageable box.

in fact, all that really matters is that i be conscious and present for this moment. where i have been outside this incarnation, what is going on with 2012, the aether, politics, metaphysics...all that will unfold in due course.

[andromeda]

hi natalia

i also feel like an outsider and felt that way all my life. as i have progressed in my spiritual path i have discovered that originally i come from the andromeda galaxy!

there are many start seeds that have come for this incarnation only. several of my students are star seeds too.

i am in east sussex

love and light:)

[WalkingTurtle]

i've been always feeling as if i didn't belong to this strange world and more like an observer from an other world watching this. i have a nice wife, nice three children, a good job, a happy life so far but i still don't understand this feeling and sometimes i feel a little bit like lost in space.

wt

[7Sisters]

i saw myself dying in my last life. i was a man on a battlefield, but the battlefield was a beach. as i was dying i was seeing the now, as in 2008, and i was thinking, 'this is not what i want to die for.'
i have been lucky though, while receiving reiki once, i saw many pairs of eyes and i knew they had all belonged to me in different incarnations. they were not all human eyes, i was different beings from different planets and places in time. not just past times, but a few were from a future time as well.
peace, barb

[Detlef]

i must say, it cam as a bit of a shock to me, when i realized this was my first life her. this was later confirmed by someone, when i asked her: have i been here before. she said, yes, once, in the non physical, to help someone during an incarnation. and this someone is my mother.
from this i concluded, i helped her, and she helped me by having me as a child.

regards detlef

[Natalia]

i was a little confused when i wrote this thread! i now believe that i have had several lifetimes here on earth. i had contemplated on if i had had past lives here before, and that it could be possible that i chose to forget my past lives when i was born. i went to see a very accurate intutive counceller, and she said that i have had many past lives, and a few in atlantis, and i was an alchemist and a healer in several lifetimes. ahhh, an ahhh moment, it made sense and resonated with me.

[dazcox]

yes i get that idea often!
http://99daz.com/dazcox/wp-content/uploads/starangel500.jpg

[Djonne]

i do not know where i come from but i feel i've been on this planet for a while. this is just a feeling, i have feelings i've been someone important in the past, but i don't know who when and why i have this feeling.
plus, i do have a very very strong *family* feeling when i see canines such as wolves, almost like if once, i was one of them.
so i feel i've been here for a while, but i do not know at all, and honestly, i still don't know how i could discover these answers.
i just know the answer will come one day:)

love to you all

[felixnova]

i believe that being a wonderer can also mean that one has completed the necessary cycles of incarnations on earth in order to be "upped" to 4-d, but nonetheless has chosen to return here once more to help the others during the harvest that's coming.

that as well may mean that you had already gotten used to the beautiful atmosphere in 4-d and that returning here came as such a big shock that you refuse to believe it's even happening.

with patience come great things :)

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note from one of the mods: according to llresearch (from a decade or so ago) there are very few 4-d wanderers here on our earth. most wanderer's are coming here from the 5th and 6th densities. best, bbb

^^^
thank you bbb, i stand corrected.

[Berry Chastain]

i have, from dreams and meditation become aware of at least 4 previous lifetimes on earth. i know that those are only a few of many. the earliest life i have remembered was from the time of alexander. was an egyptian priest of one of the greek gods whose temple was in alexandria. i recall that i was chosen to travel with alexanders army as he began his campaign into persia and india.
the next lifetime i remember is of a pre-colombian north american native american. i actually experienced two episodes of this life time, one as a young brave and later as father holding his infant child during a tribal celebration.

and then, there was a more recent one which seemed to be around the
1930s in which i was killed while evading someone who had a grudge against me. i don't believe that i was the negative individual or had done any crime but what i remembered was my last few moments existance while running for my life.

and finally, i most recently discovered during meditation that my last incarnation was in the body of my older sister who died hours after birth,,,,i was born approximately 9 months after she died.

the fact that i have had many incarnations on earth over the centuries, doesn't neccessarily indicate that i did not originally come to earth from some other planet. ra speaks that many original incarnations were of spirits that were previously from mars. i don't believe that these could be called wanderers but more a sense of immigrants. for information on this check the loo study guide book 1 section #4, who are we. it also discusses those who came from maldek and were incarnated into 2nd density beings. interesting stuff. in this section ra also states that (as of 1981) there were 65 million wanderers incarnate on earth. now there may be many more, especially with the indigo and crystal children.

[KassandraLoves]

i know i am a wanderer and i know i have had many lives here on this planet.

in my honest opinion, to make a good difference here, i think it would be imperative to have more than 1 lifetime here to get used to the energy and the people and flora and fauna.

its like treading water. you typically cant do that if youve never been in the water before, right? so, you jumped in the pool many times to get used to how to move in the water, then, once you are a pro at it, you can change the currents by treading water.

thats just the way i look at it i guess...

ive had many lifetimes here on earth, but i feel thats necessary to understanding how to make the changes and to even just be bale to emotionally survive.

[Enivid]

i have since a kid always experienced true joy and always wanted to do right. i used to as a kid think about time and why time exist and why i even did exist.

i didn't feel like space was my home. i did strive to be unique and i did strive to have fun.

i've always liked to do things and experience things. i do think that (but i can't now) that this is my first time here. it feels like i'm here for 2012 and to live throught he octave and become one with infinte intelligence.

i don't know what my origin is and how old my soul is. i have a feeling that im close to the creator and it explains the dreams of being hunted by monsters. and also the ways i've been confused and almost manipulated towards darker sides, but i've always always come back to light and i've never lied. i can't lie. :)

i get so much guilt from lying or not doing what's right.

i did have a dream as a kid where i was flying in my house and down the stairs and then got afraid of what would happen if i came outside the house, since i was pushed against the ceiling. so i got afraid and woke up.

i also had a dream where i crashed a helicopter during a war into my room. i awoke lying on the floor (the only time i fell out of bed that i can remember) and i saw the whole room demolished! i saw boards and the helicopter ontop of my desk and i blinked my eyes and it was gone. i don't know how old i was, max 10.. but im nor sure.. it did make me think about 2 things. (1) how did the dream know i was going to fall out of my bed? and (2) how come i saw a demolished part of my room because of the crash when i first opened my eyes?

im probably a wanderer, but i can't tell cause i have no proof that i truly can believe in so i can say to people that i am a wanderer. what i know is that i am the infinite creator in a lower density, and we all are this infinite creator. :)

in a way all of us are wanderers, but per definination people that are wanderers have choosed to be here. so i guess i have choosed to be here. but i can't be sure!

i love all and wish all the infinite love of the creator!
and i know we all will have the greatest time after 2012, life is such a beautiful gift!! :d

(when i thought about the past, i thought that all experiences are my experience, we all are the infinite creator and all that we can do is what others have done. so in conclusion, we should strive to be unique and follow our inner passions and dreams! but of course with wisdom, love and understanding!)

- enivid

[voyagefortruth]

i can't help but think that we have been here before!

some are very aware of this and this time....here....now.... we have the opportunity to teach and share our cumulative experiences like the graduating seniors who reflect on their accomplishments over the course of their academic history.

this shift is bringing out the best in our lives for that is what makes it worth it to be a wanderer in this particular time!

the accelerated pace of time is awakening our past endeavorer and we are able to bring them into this density and use them to help others to awaken also.

never before in my life have i been so excited to be alive;
and to share this experience with people who reflect all that is beneficial for others to see! it is truly amazing!!

in my opinion most of us have been here before. the process we are going through requires that fact to be resonant so that the limitations of this density are broken and true consciousness freedom can be attained! and we will this time!!!!!

may the frequency of love continue to ring through!

scott

[Zeva_Rediekiel]

i've been here for a long time and i still don't feel like i belong here, but i don't mind so much anymore. after really just sitting down one day and thinking "okay, so i'm from another time/space/density... so what?" then i realized it's a privilege and an honor to be here with the earth for the rebirth, and a pleasure to be here, even if it is a little strange.

i've had two people now tell me they remember me being a teacher in atlantis (one of them said i was her teacher/guardian and she was a male royal and the other said i was the teacher of a royal figure), but it doesn't bring up memories. it's all right. i used to think "dang, i've been here for at least 12,500 years and i'm still here?" but after figuring out the wanderer thing i don't feel like such a spiritual slacker haha.

really, it is like the people in dr. mandelker's from elsewhere: there's a great sense of peace and calm that comes with the personal validation of being a wanderer and knowing why i don't fit here.

peace to you other-selves :)

[litllady]

i do not think this is my first time here at all. i do not remember any past lives and i also do not seek my past lives, i feel that the path in this life will let me know what i need to work on from the former ones.

my brother on the other hand, believes this is his first. i feel he came to a family that had a few 'old souls' if you will....kinda as a safe zone for a 'new comer'.

honestly, i feel like ive been here many many times...but i cant really explain why i feel that way.

my mother actually remembered a past life...of living in the time of pilate and jesus. she used to dream of it alot and then in her nde she actually experienced this life in detail...from what she looked like to even what her feelings were about pilate. she said, pilate did not want to crucify jesus, but he felt the need to epees the crowds.

peace,
lynette

[Ali Quadir]

i look at the past lives question a little differently. i see my past lives as different individuals with whom i happen to share a karmic bond. when i came here i took it upon myself to carry and dissolve some of that karma. this means resolving issues in my life will resolve them for those other individuals who share the karma with me. and allowing them to solve their issues allows me to solve mine.

i have recollections of being here going back to the middle ages. but i have no reason not to assume some of my connections go back to the beginning of mankind on this planet. on the other hand i have a strong connection with one or more e.t's.

i don't see souls as individuals travelling through different lives "evolving but essentially separated". i see them as intimately connected at the source. the iam presence that we feel daily. this thing in us is all of us. it is beyond space time and possibilities. it is like water in that it is constantly connected. unlike water it is unseparable. even when it seems two things it's still the same thing. just manifesting in different ways in different places times and possibilities. you guys are living some of my other lives. and i am one of yours :) so i hope to do well :d

[litllady]

hello ali,

agreed, once your able to fractionalise (dont think that is a word but ohwell) everything right down to it, if we are all a part of this one, then every single one of us is a self to the other.

that is a hell of a whole lot of past/present lives that we are experiencing together. makes my head spin but i likes....very deep. very few times ive been able to feel this as i am 'being' and its like everything from the trees to the wind started singing to me. its like another world when you can live with this awareness but very hard for me to keep that mind set in this busy world.

peace to all,
lynette

[FooSnik]

the more i read the more i realize that we are all wanderers. all of us originate from other dimensions and places. we are just here for a while.

would you consider dw or ra a wanderer? he got sucked into the thick karma soup of this place just like most of us.

if you dig deep enough i am certain that every single one of us can find a lifetime we had in another world or dimension somewhere.

and also, it is about mastering this world right here and now. regardless if you are from another world or not, you are here for a reason. and this world kicks some major ass (no pun intended :p).

oh, and yes, it is possible to be protected from the karmic soup. but that is another whole discussion.

[East Sun]

was not ra a god or from an other planet with advanced powers? what would that make his first reincarnation and all the other reincarnations after?
did he have descendants? if so, with humans or gods?
forget the last two questions if there is material about them to be found easily.

[Blacksunshine]

i believe i have been to earth before....but i also believe i have been other places too. my dreams take me to the other home worlds i have been in, and i love them as much as i love earth. earth however has been very good to me many times over, and i still just completely love it here. tho, often times, i have no clue of my purpose or what i have to offer. i get this alot tho, from my amamzing friends.


erin you are one of the few people that i have ever met, that dosn't have to "work" to create the magic you do, you just do it, and it comes natural, and that is why none of us can help you understand what it is you are to do next....we just know that you will do it, and you will do it with grace everytime. it's comments like that, that make me realize the possible amount of times that i have visited this wonderful 3rd dimension....becuase the more practice you have, the better you get.

i have felt sence i young child tho, that i am in my last 3d carnation, and it dosn't scare me to move on, i'm very very excited to move on, and still be able to enjoy the amazingness of the 3rd d from afar. therefore sence i was a child i have had absolutely no fear of death...perhaps becuase i have done it time and time again.

wishing the best always in all carnations for all,

[Mikazo]

you think it would be possible to meet the reincarnation of a deceased friend or colleague later in life? perhaps the purpose of the meeting would be to help them remember their former life and thus continue with their work.

[FooSnik]

you think it would be possible to meet the reincarnation of a deceased friend or colleague later in life? perhaps the purpose of the meeting would be to help them remember their former life and thus continue with their work.

weirdness. i just listened to a recent coast to coast show with the man who had the most documented near death experience of all time. he says some very interesting stuff so if anyone wants it just pm me.

anyway, one of the people who called in had a story about reincarnation. her father believed in reincarnation and said felt that he had made some mistakes and wanted to come back to fix them. so before he died he said that if his calculations are right he will be back in about 10 years. about 9 years and some months later the caller said she had her baby girl. and one day, when the girl was a little older, she stood up on her mother's lap, looking into her mom's face, and said, "i used to be your father." and went on to say more that lead the caller to believe that this little girl was indeed her father reincarnated.

also, have you ever heard of the case of jenny cockell? she was a young irish woman who died leaving behind a large, poor family of eight kids. and she was very worried about what would become of her family. well like 20 years later she was apparently reincarnated in america with vivid memories of her old family. including knowledge about the family that there is no way she could have known without some sort of intimate relationship. here is a short video about it:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6yl75kfhqm

there are many cases like this. and i think the more 4d we are, and the more thin the veil becomes, the more we will be able to remember our past lives and the reasons why we came in the first place.

there was another case in which a man, in his past life, had worked on the atom bomb project with the government. and through past life regression he rememberd the intense sense of guilt he had when he saw his weapon used against japan. the weird thing is that in his current life he had been working on developing ways to use radiation for healing. as if unconsciously he trying to undo the damage he had helped to create.

[conundrum]

the weird thing is that in his current life he had been working on developing ways to use radiation for healing.

radiation doesn't heal the human body it destroys the immune system 'and' the cancer if the patient is lucky enough to survive occasionally the cancer is destroyed and the immune system may recover.

kind of like some one has eczema and you pour a bucket of petrol over the patient and then light it if the patient survives and there skin grows back they may be cured.

[Eddie]

i know that this isn't my first time; i am deeply connected to this planet, and even remember some of my incarnations here.

i remember being one of the first inhabitants of north america (one of the clovis people? i don't know what we called ourselves). i actually remember a lot of details about my life; what i did, how i dressed, how i hunted and preserved the meat, etc. interestingly, the fellow who is my best friend and hunting partner in this lifetime, was my best friend and hunting partner in that one!

i remember, vaguely, another lifetime herding sheep and goats on a high limestone plateau. no trees grew, but the grass was very green, and there where white limestone outcrops everywhere. i guess this would have been in neolithic times.

i remember, too, living in what is now england, at what is now a village called avebury. i have a distinct memory of standing in front of my home, holding my wife's hand, and gawking at the workmen who were assembling the standing stones. the soul of the woman who was my wife in that life, now resides in the body of a woman from devonshire, in britain, who is a dear friend of mine (although i haven't seen her in many years). the woman who is her younger sister in this life, was her younger brother in that life. i remember distinctly how they looked.

i have, also, fragmentary memories of living during the early christian era, in the hellenic world; either in greece, or perhaps on the coast of what is now turkey or syria. this was before the council of nicea corrupted christianity from its original form.

the thing that fascinates me the most about these memories, is how similar the people i was incarnated with then, are to the way they are now. there are minor differences in physical appearance, but their personalities are the same!

[FooSnik]

radiation doesn't heal the human body it destroys the immune system 'and' the cancer if the patient is lucky enough to survive occasionally the cancer is destroyed and the immune system may recover.

kind of like some one has eczema and you pour a bucket of petrol over the patient and then light it if the patient survives and there skin grows back they may be cured.

well i don't know enough about it to really comment. but i assumed that there was good radiation and bad radiation and it could be manipulated into having beneficial properties.

but yeah, the way they use it in kemo therapy seems to cause a lot of harm as well as good.


kind of like some one has eczema and you pour a bucket of petrol over the patient and then light it if the patient survives and there skin grows back they may be cured.

hahaha! oh man. you crack me up sometimes.

i have psoriasis by the way. and it sucks.

[darth_rothscum]

yep--i feel that it's my first and last, i'm afraid.

it's getting really difficult now--i know you guys understand what i mean. but like alex collier said: (i'm paraphrasing) "man, am i gonna check the fine print the next time i decide to do this, 'cause i don't remember it being this hard." a-freaking-men brotha!

i think i'll be choosing 'hotchickopia' for the next experiential adventure ( or something close to it ;) )

[Jetamus]

if it was your first time here, you would have to wonder what exactly you showed up for - especially at this point in time.

[lebowski san]

y

i think i'll be choosing 'hotchickopia' for the next experiential adventure ( or something close to it ;) )

it'll be middle earth for me - dragons and wizards and all that - where even the smallest of all can be the hero.

[coneyisland]

i've been here a lot, i think. when i ask "how many times have i been here?" i always get the number 106 in my head. my husband, however, i always see the number 7 for him. he feels uncomfortable in his body, hates wearing clothes, all that kind of stuff. i think he's not really been here all that much.

[meganarline]

this is definitely not my first time on earth. i read something yesterday about "old souls" and it resonated with me. here is an excerpt.


the term "old soul" refers to someone whose soul has incarnated here on earth in the human experience many, many…even thousands upon thousands…of lifetimes. souls with few, human earthly incarnations are considered "new souls." having many or few lives in this reality is not a reflection of one’s intelligence or spiritual evolution.

here are some attributes of old souls. these people usually have a gut feeling that they have been around this block a long time, regardless of their current age or life circumstances. they emanate an inner richness from having experienced a lot of living on earth. with that often comes wisdom. sometimes, there can also be a sense of inner fatigue and frustration that humanity never seems to evolve. old souls usually have a compelling interest in specific periods of human history, likely because they have had lifetimes then. old souls are saddened by, but rarely surprised or shocked by the travesties human beings are capable of propagating.


pm me if you would like the link to the article.

megan

[New World Orphan]

my first time on earth nope. will this be my last time on earth? definitely, i dont care what my higher self tries to talk me into. "come on just go back we need to evolve spiritual just a little bit more", and i shall respond "naw, im cool, you can go though, ill be the higher self this time" in which case my higher self will respond "naw, im cool".

[Evo]

60-70 lifetimes here. i am from that of the 6th density and am am from the orion group. my focus has been that of the positive polarity yet looking back when i was a little one i was negative in numerous ways. i'm quite certain that my polarity has shifted and furthermore i have not become karmically involved in this lifetime and i strongly feel that i will be continuing on my path of positive moving forward.

[Truth180]

i feel that this could be my first time on earth. as a child i was fearful of church. that might seem weird, but with the cross and a statue of a man on it scared the s*** out of me at the time. it was a hard time of fitting in with and still is actually today. so if this would be the first lifetime that would mean 4th density i think. as 5th and 6th density's have been here for a much longer time now. so also i wonder does that mean that the higher the density the lesser karma invovlved they would be. like for example marriage. what do you think guys? :o

[GuideMySpirit]

it might seem that way, but i'm sure i've been else where due to the way i think of my current position in life. although i don't think it will do to much good if i find out the answer, it won't really allow me to grow as much if i did know. at this stage it's most important to help others and the earth.

[Truth180]

it might seem that way, but i'm sure i've been else where due to the way i think of my current position in life. although i don't think it will do to much good if i find out the answer, it won't really allow me to grow as much if i did know. at this stage it's most important to help others and the earth.

i agree, but this curious thought does come up with all of us. :)

[aqcheryl]

i have a question about the andromeda galaxy - for a very long time i just cannot shake the feeling that there is indeed life there, and they are aware of us, and maybe could even be in contact with us. every time i see a picture of this galaxy, i feel a weird pull, and i dont even know what kind it is... i even sometimes wonder if we initially came from there; either that or that they are somehow tied with 'aquarius', and perhaps also 'atlantis'.

i also have heard on several occasion that it is believed in 2012 we will be witness to visitors who will help usher enlightenment to us, and i was wondering if they perhaps have ever been mentioned.

id like to hear others opinions about this, if they have heard of anything in relation. i dont know if there are andromedians as part of the "heinz 57" so to speak.

mods: i did a search for andromeda and could not find a thread related to this topic... i did a search also for '2012, contact' but i didnt see anything there either... but if theres one i overlooked, feel free to move it as a post to another already existing thread. :)

[annecat]

[quote=aqcheryl;50725]... the andromeda galaxy -.. the feeling that there is indeed life there, and they are aware of us, and maybe could even be in contact with us. ... it is believed in 2012 we will be witness to visitors who will help usher enlightenment to us, ]

the story goes that "he original white race" originates from lyra, dividing into pleiadians and andromedans. some stories says that andromedans are "the angels" we see.

(by the way, david is in this moment in l.a. in a conference where one of the speakers might be "andromedan contactee", i am not mentioning his name as his material is partly "channeled", but i find most interesting that yesterday i said to my daughter, that i remember that the "holographic" blue man (that i met in my childhood) said "60 000" and "children", " educating" and when i later tried to find more information of that other speaker, he had said that "the andromedans lived on planet earth 63 000 years ago, and the education of the children is most important. so, is it more than a co-incidence, let see if david will enlighten us about that after the conference.)
~anne

[MichaelFromGod]

i do and it all makes sense!

like many of us here, as a child, i felt like i did not belong here, the world felt very strange, like i was inside looking out at something alien, i felt like the stars were my home, and at some points i actually felt that me coming here was a mistake, i came to the wrong planet/place!

it all makes sense now, well, since i discovered i am indigo (or that the indigo label fits me extremely well).

maybe.....

i am open to the possibility that i have been here before, maybe i just don't feel like i have been.

natalia


i have been here before many times and feel that this is my last time, my numerology indicates a lot of 9's in my birthdate and name, i am tired, i hope this is my last time.

michael

[Matthew Clark]

hi,

going back to 1994, me and my partner david, emigrated to capetown.

not long after arriving, we met a lovely old lady who introduced us to an old friend of hers, a guy called ivan. she warned us that a lot of people thought he was weird. it turned out that he was an incredible psychic who used to trace bodies, for durban police, using only his mind.

anyway, the first time we met, he told david that he was on atlantis and to read books about it as memories may be stirred up.

with me, he told me i had "returned" very quickly and said i was a fighter polite in ww2 (great - i hate wars!) and i was shot down and killed. he then went on to give me my dads name, described the house i grew up in (orchard/outbuildings etc) and a really funny thing happened. he "went" into my mum and talking to him was just like talking to her. one thing he did say was (unbeknown to us at the time, we had to return to the uk) when we returned back, he said to go to the abbey ruins at glastonbury and he could see me "picking something up there". on our return we did go to the abbey ruins (which i had not heard of back then) and there in the ruins of the wall, i found a very old teaspoon!

anyway, to answer the question, i have been told i have been here before and sort of had it confirmed by many personal things he knew which he could not possibly know.

from about the age of 3 years old, i have a couple of vivid memories that have always stayed with me. i remember looking in a mirror and was quite upset that i did not have eye brows under my eyes, only the ones on top, which to me back then did not seem right. i also remember that i could never understand why the dates of the month only went to a maximum of the 31st. i wanted to know why they had changed the system as i knew they went up to the 32nd 33rd and 34th! :eek:

weird! anyway talking about weird, i could ask a question here...

why is it that we pay a lot of money to go to the top of very large buildings, then pay more money to use the binoculars - only to look back at the ground! :d

i guess we will never know! :confused:

love and light to you all,

matt

[redbrand]

i don't get the question asked. are u aksing if we were reincarnated or was we on the earth before. i am only 13. really i don't know.

[KateDZ]

i have no definitive proof that this is my first/ last/ or 1,000,000 th lifetime here.
i wouldn't have the foggiest.:confused:
it would be nice to know.
one wise person told me i have been here as long as the earth has been in existence.
i don't pine for anywhere else, so i must have knocked off the rough edges by having a few lifetimes under my belt.
i feel comfortable here, i don't live in fear of anything major, nothing freaks me out...so i must consider myself a local.:)

xox

[Volunteer]

my mother used to forever keep telling me that "you wouldn't be peter if you didn't do everything in a different way than everybody else." then i got married and my wife would often say: "oh well, the basic principle you operate on is that in your heart you simply never conform, not to anything, any time."

eventually i had spiritual teachers some of whom noticed that i've had far, far fewer previous lifetimes in human form than almost everybody else. then one teacher, who was a very gifted clairvoyant, learnt how to communicate accurately with guardian angels -- who are so subtly hidden inside us that very few have the skill to see them. and they kept telling her" "oh, peter's actually one of us. he'll be re-joining us in the future."

that news, including the fact that i came to the physical world as a volunteer, was probably the most liberating piece of information i have ever had in my life. another part of it was that the guardian angels were saying that in the future i'd be able to return to fully expressing the greatness i had inside me. i can't describe how hard i've spent much of my life seeking to establish myself as somebody who achieved great things in various areas. and i can't describe how frustrating it has been not to fully do so. or how big a relief it is to know this situation is only a temporary one.

[evolving]

first time on earth? reincarnate, or on vacation?

i have been here for longer than i care to remember. my last incarnate i was a male and that ended when i "went over the top" in wwi. an incarnate before that i was a woman and that ended when i was raped and strangled to death. i'm not sure if that was the life before dying as a soldier or not. it may have been a couple before.

i sometimes wonder why i have so vividly remembered these experiences. they really don't serve any purpose here in this lifetime. perhaps they are residual energy in the form of memory which was transferred from one body to the next. perhaps the rape and murder gives me compassion for women... for people... getting shot going over the top made me realize the fruitlessness of war? perhaps i am not supposed to remember? perhaps those things had or have no meaning other than to serve to allow others to learn.

how far does this go back? at least a thousand years that are familiar to me. i won't get into that here.

what i wonder is if wanderers are supposed to burn out, or fade away... to be what we are meant to be, we must live in this plane fully, to be the brightest of lights, beacons of energy.

so many things coming together now... this illusion is finally making sense. perhaps i truly am a sane being in an insane world, and not vice versa.

[david witt]

when i was a kid, i knew i didn't 'belong' here... however, i believe i've been here before, my soul knows i've been french, i also once while meditating had a flashback to ancient egypt, it was as if an old memory had surfaced.

but even though i know i've been on this planet before, i've always had a feeling that i'm meant to be 'out-there' amongst the stars :)

often, when i'm out looking up at the stars at night, i get a longing to 'go home', and have often 'wished' that my brothers would come for me - let's hope they make themselfs known soon .... maybe i can catch a lift :rolleyes:

peace

[spearofdestiny]

i've always felt that i was not from this world. sometimes, it's very dificult for me to understand most of human beings behavior... i often see very clearly what has to be done to solve most of human kind problems and i see that it is very easy but the rest keeps doing the same again and again and again. :mad:

once i had a kind of vision/dream (i was half sleep). i saw myself lying on the grass, looking at the sky. in front of me there was a tree. it was dawn or sunset, i'm not sure, but there was very little light.

the sky colour was between bright pink and light purple and i felt as being in another world. suddenly, someone very very tall came up in front of me and offered his hand to me (as if he wanted to help me getting up). i couldn't see his face because the light, coming from the sky was behind him, so i could only see a very very tall shadow.

perhaps i was remembering something, don't know for sure.

[littlegreenguy]

no, i know this is not my first time on earth, and i don't care if it's my last or not.
sometimes the earth speaks to me.
she says, "hi, it's me, remember?"
"i'm talking to you, isn't it wonderful?"
"feel me, i am your sister and your brother"
"you are me and i am you"

[Matthew Clark]

hi,

earlier this year i had a past life regression session with a friend who is an expert on regression.

it was a very strange experience. below are a small number of lives i discovered under the regression. i did not pick up on the life as a pilot which i have already mentioned on this thread.

i was a hunky, bronzed, tall and muscular man in egypt. my goodness i actually fancied myself! i remember thinking at the time i want that body again! i slept around a lot and did not have a job as so many woman took me in and fed me. oh yes they also... well use your imagination on that one. because i was a sort of alpha male, i remember having this very strong feeling that i had to go into a pyramid with some dead guy who was very important. i cant say if he was a pharoh as that would sound a bit of a cliche, but i knew he was important. i was taken to the end of that life and i remember being in this room, pitch black and being very angry and afraid. i had to die in there to take the spirit of this great man to the afterlife. the trouble was, when i finally died, i was so angry at the fact that his spirit went days ago and it was all a waste of time and a life.

another life, i was a belly dancer in istanbul. i had to "please" ;) my master and not just by dancing.:eek: i knew i had a true love who was a farmer and after several years i ran away from my master. i found my true love and went on to have 2 boys with him. one of my sons went missing and was never found.

i went to another life where i was running through the desert in blazing heat to get away from my abusive father. i was taken to the end of that life and i died in the desert through dehydration.

a few hours after i left the regression, i suddenly had one of those light bulb moments.
when i was trying to make sense of why i had "seen" what i had seen under the regression.

the first life, (apart from the fact i want the body of that hunky guy in egypt back!) being trapped in that tomb, may explain why i am very claustrophobic in this life and also scared of pitch black darkness.

the second life may explain why i am and always have been very uncomfortable with male authority. i have no idea what the belly dancing bit means as i dont do it much in this life (well apart from the third friday of each month and i charge for that! ;)

lastly, the life where i died in the desert may explain why in this life, i never ever ever go anywhere without a bottle of water on me - not even to the shop next door at work! it was only when i thought about it, i realised that there is in fact direct links to those previous lifes, to my current life. i dont know if it actually happened - why not? but that is what i experienced. if it is true, then it looks like it is not the first time i have been here.

did i mention i want that hunky body back? :)

love and light,

matt

[bullseyeannie]

well, i've researched down the spiral and all i see is my life. that said, i understand that the books i've read, history to present day, i have experienced, but not personally lived. therein lies the difference because even words have an energy stamp on us.

lots to share, but won't tell all on an open forum

leave that to good ole' david wilcock....

i work behind the scenes.

marie

[noppy]

i've done and been everything on this planet like all of us. and lived many live times before this galaxy was created like all of us.

now i am here being and expresing who i am right now. it would be a trouble if i know all my past lives, what reason do i come here and re-create myself if i remember that i was en been everting. i am glade our soul did something that we forget everything and create ourself a new

[ltpg97]

i do and it all makes sense!

like many of us here, as a child, i felt like i did not belong here, the world felt very strange, like i was inside looking out at something alien, i felt like the stars were my home, and at some points i actually felt that me coming here was a mistake, i came to the wrong planet/place!

it all makes sense now, well, since i discovered i am indigo (or that the indigo label fits me extremely well).

maybe.....

i am open to the possibility that i have been here before, maybe i just don't feel like i have been.

natalia

i'm so glad you posted this natalia because i feel i don't belong on this planet. i feel like i'm supposed to be somewhere else with "my kind" for some reason. i know that sounds weird. i've been telling myself this for years.

i'm single. never married. had one girlfriend for 2 months that didn't go well at all because she was crazy. i feel as if the one's i really connect to aren't on this planet except for this girl that keeps showing up in my dreams as if i'm truly in love with her. every dream with this girl is very emotional.

i don't feel like i've been here in past lifetimes for some reason. i don't feel that all. not in dreams either. it's weird.

[Xisto]

the fact is that i do not know.

i believe that: this time is probably not the first, but then i understand that i am not supposed to know (or be conscious) about any precedents.

my guess is that the whole point about being alive down here is that we are supposed to make it all go well in one shot, as if it was the first time, and then, if you nail it good enough, you can go to the next step and not come back again.

this guess extends to the possibility that what i might have already gathered as useful from previous lives in order to ascend will be somehow imprinted on this new identity.

i understand that we must not look back, unless it comes to us spontaneously.

it has not come to me, and so i don't search for it. never did, probably never will.

[LightSighted]

reincarnated....yes
atlantis..artist, female ...mesopotamia solder......rome...solder, butcher, senators wife...
scandinavia....1x male (big tall brute..a viking),1x female.....england...poor woman watched my family all die of the plague before i finally died too.
russia....male, clock maker.....italy...male, shoe cobbler....france..male regency period dress designer, america....female, pioneer....america....1900's, rich female. and in between most of those a native american indian.....twice male, 3 times female..different tribes.
now those are the ones ive had memories or flashbacks of throughout my life.
i remember things in great detail.
from a very young age ive had a "knowing" that if i really wanted something all i had to do was just "know" it. it never happened instantly though...i learn how to be a patient person.
example....i got married at age 17...to someone age 19. we were married for 1 year..and i wanted to live on the best block in the town...i thought "it is" and 4 months later we bought the house i wanted on the block and moved in. no one gave us money either....i told my husband this "is" and it was.

example.....age 28 ..i decided i wanted to be taller...started nursing job and got a physical and the doctor measured my height at 5' 6".....the following year my shoe size kept going up and id get occasional aches in my legs...1 year check up by the same doctor..i had grown 2 1/2" taller and my feet grew 21/2" longer...lol...

example.....age 36....i decided i wanted my hair to grow very long...within 6 months my hair had grown from very short (above the ears) to below my hip line.

ive tried so many times to use this to make other peoples lives happier or better, but it fails. ive concluded that whoever i want to help has to have the "knowing" too and the free will to say "i want it" or "i don't want it."

all my life ive been able to see what i call 'grid lines of shimmering dots that surround and are all things. hard to explain that one.

i know this is the last time i'm going to incarnate ever again....i also know i wont be dying this time....ill be changing from one form into another and be wide awake the whole time.
the only reason i'm here is exclusively for this experience....ive been here since the beginning and there's no way i'm gonna miss the end.

onward and upward....

[Psion 3-K]

i tend to think this is my first life here on earth. i have an idea that i was an energy harmonics expert in my previous life. an ehe is someone whom is adept at affecting the environment through thought alone. they are people whom set the foundations for larger creation projects.

i don't know how i got this idea but recently i have been having a lot of very powerful pineal gland activations in my meditations. when this feeling occurs, i can feel energy coursing through me like electricity, it's just not painful. in this state you can achieve many different things...

i believe that i may have come to earth the help clear the earth's energy environment of negative thought forms. it's just a theory based upon my intuition, but i as well feel like earth is a foreign place.

[rob_n86]

its my belief that i am a old soul. maybe very old. i seem to constantly have deja-vu, i feel rooted in ancient history, i have seemed to aimlesly woundered through life thus far, just drifting waiting for whats next, and i have addicitive behavior patterns.

[11:11]

before i lived in "this" place,
i lived somewhere where everyone cared about each other.

everyone understood each other.

everyone went to large efforts, to avoid causing problems.
and to fix their problems, when they did cause them.



it was expected, that every person had a tolerable position in life.

not one single person was left to suffer, if it could be helped.

the only things that caused a person to suffer forever,
were things that the person actively did.

but everybody was usually smart enough,
to see the problems that they caused, and to avoid causing them.
so it was rare any anyone suffered for long.



i can "see" almost nothing from this place, in my memories.

but i "know" with all certainty, that this place existed.
even when i was 6 years old, i knew that i had came from that place.

it is just wasn't until i was in my 20's, that i discovered "where" that place was.



that place was not in 3d earth.
it was in 5d or above.

the location was all around.
not on one planet.
it was in every location.



......i felt overwealmingly strong feelings,
when ever i looked at barbie dolls.

not from dolls in general.
but specifically dolls that are like barbie dolls.

dolls that have the large heads, large eyes, and blond hair.



the feelings i used to feel were so overwealmingly sweet and pleasant.
they had a mental "taste" or "smell",
that was unlike any physical food.

the emotions had a gigantic wattage, that should have destroyed the nervous system of the average unawake human.



i felt at least hundreds of very complex emotions.
each noticably different from the others.

if everyone felt the emotions that i used to feel,
than nobody would waste one moment on disliking other people,
when they could focus on feeling those feelings instead.



one day, i will go back to that place.
and feel those feelings again.

even if it is not in this lifetime, in this burnt out body.




i have learned extreme patience.
so i do not have to go back right now.



for now, i am trying to learn the light of negativity.

so that when i do go back,
i will be able to raise above my old limitations.

and raise higher up, than i have ever been before.


so that what i experienced as a child,
pales in comparison,
to what i will experience in the future.



raising up to 6d and 7d,
doesn't just mean gaining godlike powers.

it also means feeling as happy,
content,
and joyful,
as if you were god.


and for every new shred of understanding that i gain down here,
i will be that much more godlike,
in a future incarnation.

[carter199012]

this is my first post and wanted to respond to this thread. i sincerely believe this may be my first time on earth. i was told several times by different holistic healers that i am an indigo child. frankly to tell you the truth i don't know exactly what that means other than to tell you that i have always had internal knowing of things like situations on the surface are not what they appeared to be. i am not piggybacking on some movement and i do believe the term indigo could potentially be a group classification and i am not fond of them. ever since i was little i"ve always believed i've been connected to something beyond on my physical understanding. i was told by a reikist that i have a higher purpose on this earth but to tell you the truth i don't know what that is. other than to say i'm strongly opposed to common held ideals and see beyond people's bull ****. i have been drawn to david wilcock, david icke, george carlin and bill hicks.

from what i understand of the indigo children is that this could be our first time here on earth and that we are very wise souls who come from a planet far far away, don't know if thats true or not but i have had some experiences that challenge the physical universe and that we are just dust and bones. frankly i will be reading a book and somehow i will say "yeah i already knew that". i am 21 but sometimes think i have the wisdom of a guy much older. but time does not exist it is a drawn out whole. i have read that many indigo children were placed on ritalin and anti depressants i was on them for 10 years and still at times battle painstaking depression. and there are other times when i feel i know the internal workings of the universe to me its a perpetual cycle. man i do feel lost sometimes and i don't desire much just a good time with some lady friends :) leading to finding that special someone and knowing i lived in joy. but it seems like i am having a spirtiual turmoil and i don't know if you are too. stuff to me is very confusing and i don't fully understand my purpose all i can remember is that reikist saying i have a higher purpose. what the hell does that mean?

i ever since i was little have felt extremely lost in this world. and while i do fit in and know i have every opportunity to experience what i want it seems like there is something manipulating my thoughts. i don't know what it is. i do believe myself to a soul with a lot of wisdom but also a lost soul. sorry to babble on but i would appreciate anyone's input.

[Jan112]

this is my first post. i think and have been told i have an old soul. i've had visions during meditation that are definitely not out of my concious mind. i saw myself on an outdoor stone platform or roof. it was very large. looking up i could see the stars and looking down was the tops of trees in a jungle type environment.:confused: i've also seen what i believe was my death from starvation as an irish potato farmer. i just collapsed in a field with my wooden walking stick. i was very old however. sometimes i get panic attacks when i read books written by this one famous esoteric author:confused: i don't know if i am her reincarnation or not because i can't read about her without the panic. we have many things in common. i'm an artist and sometimes i draw things and paint things without much thought. then looking back on my work i realized i drew a what i can only describe as a white women with blue eyes, blond hair and an elongated skull. i don't believe i was this person though. i also find myself using esoteric symbols in my art. like eyes, crosses, wind, water, the sun rising behind and forming a halo or aura around a female figure with a hood on. weird!!! also one time i drew a bald headed child holding an orb of light. sorry the post is so long. i have no one else to discuss these topics with.

[JupiterJive]

i don't know. things seem awesome, fascinating, marvelous enough that it is possible. i remember when i was very young, i used to stare off and i'd repeat the words, "i can't believe i'm alive," and everything would feel different in that moment. i'd stare at someone staring at me and i swore i could see myself. sometyimes during this state (and i can't believe i just remembered this -- because i knew i had to remember it and i've been trying for a few days now) i used to see a bunch of orbs suddenly appear and then start cascading as if they were just particles on my eyes (maybe they were). and i used to talked to god all the time.

i do not know, but most of my dreams are not earthly, maybe that doesn't matter.

[Dihlon]

although i'm becoming aware that i don't originate from this solar structure, i'm also aware i've been here many times. given the fact that most every being here has it's origins from other civilisations, many of us who are incarnating now are from other times. souls who were alive during the last epoch. the turning of the great cycles that mark the transition from density to density.

many of us have made the transition to other frequencies and densities. we have evolved along the prescribed path on our journey to become one with the creator of all things. but, at this time in earth's history, we are drawn back to her. we hear the cry and the call of her need at this time in her dawning. we are reminded of the time when she was at the precipice between dark and light. a time when we were present to witness the end/beginning of the great cycle. we have come to offer our service. to add our distinct energy to stream of conciousness permeating and penetrating the sphere. to offer up our very selves to the needs of our travailing mother at the time of this great birth.

whether we are from here or somewhere else is of no concern. the fact remains; we are here now, at this time, by choice, in answer to a call sent out over eons of time and space. embrace this moment. if discovering you are from somewhere else awakens your conciousness to the task at hand, so let it be done. for the good of all, for the fulfillment of all, that all things may be done in accordance with the plan of creation. so let it be.

[lochness]

i feel that i came to earth some 1600 years ago. my purpose was to infiltrate the religious system, known today as christianity and it’s beginnings. since then i have reincarnated a number of times, each time coming into a different level and experience of this religious history, from the top of the hierarchy to the lowest level of church peon. the purpose of the infiltration specifically was to gather information of this unique phenomenon that has so influenced the world and the direction of mankind, and the methods of control and the propaganda that has enslaved human beings.

all my incarnations were in positions of “behind the scenes”, so to speak. i have no perception of being anyone of any historical importance, and yet i rubbed shoulders with some powerful people and families of the past, e.g. the medici family.

i seem to have always felt that i was a visitor here on earth and that once my purpose was accomplished, that i would return home, wherever that might be. i’ve known since a small child that i was different in some way from those around me but was easily able to conform to the culture to somehow fit in. although i must not have done it 100 percent since friends and relatives have always considered me different in some way. that never bothered me as i dealt with it easily. i’ve always been looked up to and respected despite being thought of as a little weird.

a strong sense tells me that i won’t be returning in another reincarnation since my job is over. but i do look forward to my next exciting endeavor, except i do not know what it is.

[f.yakel]

this is my first post and it felt right to post on this thread. i feel like i have so much to say and it's exhilarating to find an appropriate forum to discuss what i believe! for close to a decade now i've been enthralled with quantum leap theory i first read about reading david redfield's book the celestine prophecy. from there my research lead me to 2012, the illuminati, evolution, et's, ancient impossible monuments such as the pyramids and only last week after watching one of david's presentations i stumbled across on youtube, did all of these things seem to make sense together. i knew there was a common thread but just couldn't wrap my mind around how they were all connected. i am sincerely thankful for finding your work david to make those connections, it was a true ah-ha moment.

as far as being my first time on earth, defiantely not! quite the opposite actually. i have had the overwhelming feeling that i have grown incredibly tired of being here and that this must be my last time. in that same notion it's a feeling of i don't even really belong here, but keep coming back. there are times when i feel as though i'm energetically connected to where i have come from, and this planet just isn't up to par, and not where it should be by now.


i haven't done much past life exploration, but i do know that in one life i fell to my death and it feels forced upon me, actually i think this may have happened on the titanic. in another i was shot in the chest then head, in war/battle i think, and periodically have residual pain. i feel as though i was defenseless against this shooting maybe enen restrained, such as a native person, possibly native american in the early years of america. i have been a woman, because i can distinctly remember the feeling of pregnancy and having another life-form growing inside me. i have also been 2d life forms, an ocean mammal such as whale or dolphin and large cat, a tiger i think. well after just letting the words flow i guess i know more than i thought about my past lives. a a previous poster noted i feel as though i am here for the final time and this is intentional for the shift we are experiencing.

[Manna]

what's the usual time someone can spend in the ethers before reincarnating? and what is the longest time? can you be on earth for one life and then wait 30 000 years and reincarnate again or is that against the rules?

[MarkM]

intersting question, manna!

i'm guessing that 'time' spent in the realms of the afterlife doesn't equal duration in the sense of the timeline of human existance on earth.

the dream-state may be akin to between life experience in the sense of steady time flow being not necessarily our familiar linear clock-ticking travel.

if we have, say, a 75,000 year span of possible human existance on earth, you could conceivably have a timeless experience in the afterlife and formulate a plan to have an incarnation here, coming in at any juncture of history - as long as the situation at that juncture provides you with the necessary and optimal conditions for continued soul growth.

so its like saying that the whole earth/human timeline is open for you to jump in at any point - if you decide in the afterlife to have continued human experience, you may well choose your 'next' life to occur in ancient greece - building on what you have achieved in the present 21st century lifetime! i suspect that these things are very fluid in this way, contrary to our expectations of forward moving time. mark

[Air-Wick]

ah, that's an interesting question. about sometime last year, (when i was 18) i did a hypnotherapy session with this really nice guy over in dallas, and while under this trance i started saying some really crazy things. for one, i was speaking about myself in 3rd person which was indication to me that i was channeling possibly my higher self at the time, or some other entity that is close to me spiritually.. but another thing is that before i happened to channel this entity, i was talking about all of my other extravagant past lives on the run up to this life i'm experiencing now.

but as soon as the hypnotherapist started asking questions about those past lives to this entity, it stated that they were all fake imprinted memories so that i'd feel more comfortable on this planet, since this is my first time incarnated here at the time. which, on the recordings, literally made him go "whoa."

the craziest thing is that it said that i've originally spent my first third density incarnations on venus a long, long time ago, which coincides with ra's third density on venus which is indeed pretty crazy. it's safe to say, though, that that whole session has pretty much changed my life, seemed like a pretty good way to end my high school career, too. haha.

[StargateAtlantis]

i have only been on earth twice. once during the atlantis times, and now. i am native to the pleiadean star system. i had a vision of life on these worlds. society is so much different in those higher densities. i have had a very hard time adjusting to this earthly existence. i was labeled a 'problem child,' because i never took an order without arguing. there are no direct orders in those societies.

[Glothr]

i don't know exactly how many times i've incarnated here but i know, by name, a person i was before. it came to me while meditating one night when i made it my intent to see a past life of mine. to make a long story short i got many bits of information that would help me narrow down if this person was real. the amount of correlations i got with a particular individual was uncanny and unlikely a coincidence (which i don't believe in anyway). it's a bit odd to know the name of a person you were in a previous life. seeing a picture is even stranger.

sorry for such a short version but my write-up would be too long to post here. things i got correct are: name, place of birth, date of birth within a few years, the exact kind of style of painter they were, and that they fought in ww2.

[Jeia Ra Manuk]

hello friends,
first of all, this topic is wunderbar. my thanks goes out to natalia for making this thread! second of all, let me first make certain points of interest towards this topic, and then, i can talk about my own experience. curiously enough, i was feeling like today i am going to share this with someone, and here i am finding this thread!
i lost the ability to believe at a rather young age, and from then on, i only knew, know and will know... there are things i know and i don't know but will find out.
although it is hard to comprehend, we must face the obvious fact: everything is happening in the now, thus simultaneously with everything that did and will occur. so, during this experience, we have a need for others and therefore we create different time-lines and lifetimes in which we can experience exotic worlds and ancient time. these lives are as real as the lives we live right now, don't ever think, and i'll never suggest, that this is falsehood and should be disregarded as pure fantasies.
most of the population right now, have (or are) experienced(ing) star life (life on other worlds) and life in ancient civilization (ex. atlantis). although there are rare occasions of lemurian souls. and there are those we call star children, children that are here for the first time. they are reincarnations of other beings of space, whose planets already went through ascension, and they came here to the 3rd density world to share their knowledge and wisdom and ascend with us. these star children will be likely born of atlantian souls (and indigo). they have a rainbow ray coming out of their foreheads, if you are willing to check out their auras. indigos are also considered to be star children, although there are cases where the people that fall under this category did have an earth lifetime before. it is hard to tell them apart from one another, because we are all already ascended beings that chose to reincarnate now to learn the truth about ourselves (look in the mirror). because everything happens at the same moment we are all ascended and not ascended beings at once.
as it goes for myself, a while back i thought i, too, was an indigo, only to learn that there is something above. i share all their characteristics, except i am not as peaceful as them. i have a gold aura, with shades of indigo and red, sometimes lavender. as we move closer to 2012, our auras will became more dull in color and whiter in intensity.
when i was a child i saw dreams of alien beings, space crafts and what seemed to be scenes of ascension. when i was a teenager i was hunted by a feeling that everything that happens now, shouldn't be happening, if i didn't exist. i knew approximately who i was in the past, but the last life time i had any memory of was around the 17th century, and before that... 1st century a.d. the memories of my last life on earth were triggered by an individual i met some time ago. after that i learned important information, which made little sense to me. i thought this was my imagination, because no way in reality could this have happened when it happened. this experience lasted from 2008-2010 until i came into full realization with the truth and began looking around for evidence. i am not going to go into detail, because this is rather irrelevant to the over all meaning of my post. if you'd like to know specific information regarding this plz, private msg me.
the first clue came from a book, in where i saw, for the first time any information regarding "hitler's ufos." funny because the book itself wasn't even about ufos. later, i was surprised to find an episode on this same subject in the history's mini series "ancient aliens." so then the puzzle was complete and i understood that i am in possession of information that would be of most interest to those trying to decipher this story. thus after all of this came together for me in my life, strange things started occurring by which i began to learn about the life i had before my nazi related life in italy.
it is important to talk about past lives and to open up your own memories up for discussion. this stimulates the mind to remember further. just like when you feel less hunted by a nightmare after you tell someone, you will feel better once you share these stories with those alike.
as far as it goes for the rainbow ray children, there is much more to say... but again, it is irrelevant to this topic =] just to underline one thing, and i can't stress this enough, when i speak of the rainbow ray children, i do not mean they have a rainbow aura, because many people have many different colors, resembling rainbows, in their aura. i am talking about a ray of light that comes out of the forehead, or third eye. this ray will probably fate with time as the child grows up. i am not sure. if you are interested in these children and their relation to the ascension process plz let me know, privately!

keep remembering guys!
love,
et

[Jeia Ra Manuk]

intersting question, manna!

i'm guessing that 'time' spent in the realms of the afterlife doesn't equal duration in the sense of the timeline of human existance on earth.

the dream-state may be akin to between life experience in the sense of steady time flow being not necessarily our familiar linear clock-ticking travel.

if we have, say, a 75,000 year span of possible human existance on earth, you could conceivably have a timeless experience in the afterlife and formulate a plan to have an incarnation here, coming in at any juncture of history - as long as the situation at that juncture provides you with the necessary and optimal conditions for continued soul growth.

so its like saying that the whole earth/human timeline is open for you to jump in at any point - if you decide in the afterlife to have continued human experience, you may well choose your 'next' life to occur in ancient greece - building on what you have achieved in the present 21st century lifetime! i suspect that these things are very fluid in this way, contrary to our expectations of forward moving time. mark

hello mark,
i only now noticed this post, so i'll make it quick. i see that this might as well be a bit confusing... no time there, time here... it gets complicated, unless you just concentrate on the fact that there is no time and use that to understand and make connections. if you use this, numbers become so irrelevant, that it is hard to communicate with those in need of hearing facts for confirmation. this is exactly what is happening to me right now. in one video, dw explains timespace, spacetime from the physics he learned. again, if we are going to understand this, we need to understand one thing: here right now, we have the illusion of time, because it in linear. if here, as dw says, we have 3d and time, then in timespace we have 3d time and linear dimension. there is no such thing as 3 dimensional time because time has no dimension. time is the linear outcome of infinity. anything beyond the linear characteristics of time is infinite. we are always in the realm of afterlife. in the infinity. what we are experiencing now is a dream we are having while in infinity.
from the movie "inception":
"well, dreams, they feel real while we're in them right? its only when we wake up then we realize that something was actually strange. let me ask you a question, you, you never really remember the beginning of a dream do you? you always wind up right in the middle of what's going on."
my first memory was when i was 3 years old at our country house. what was yours? well sure there are parents who remember that we were here before our first memories, but we don't... and they don't remember their first years either. that's what's important. we don't remember our past lives and our early memories, because our grown soul was dropped into an undeveloped brain(form). if time is really infinite, we are never here and there. we are only there. both timespace and spacetime are curtains underneath which stands the 3rd and final mystery.
“dreams are illustrations... from the book your soul is writing about you.” - marsha norman
“there are some people who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other.” - douglas h. everett
“i think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. if we're in each other's dreams, we can be together all the time.” - bill watterson's character
“dreams are today's answers to tomorrow's questions.” - edgar cayce

one dreamer dreaming lots of dreamers in which they dream dreams in which they are all of those in that dream...
in your dreams, although there might be people you know, they are you. your mind speaks from their forms, assuming what they will say and do.
while i am in process of creating you, you are in the process of creating me. we are creating one another, simultaneously while creating(dreaming up) that we have an ego or identity that is separate from all else. are egos are tested when we are born and when we die, because essentially it is a lonely experience. and death unlike the beginning of the dream(birth) is something we will remember after we wake up. just like we remember the end of our dreams, and sometimes wish we would sleep a bit more... just to see what happens after. when i die my world dies with me.

"it is a good viewpoint to see the world as a dream. when you have something like a nightmare, you will wake up and tell yourself that it was only a dream. it is said that the world we live in is not a bit different from this." (quote from "hagakure" written by
yamamoto tsunetomo (1659 - 1719))

love

[Tenet Nosce]

so its like saying that the whole earth/human timeline is open for you to jump in at any point - if you decide in the afterlife to have continued human experience, you may well choose your 'next' life to occur in ancient greece - building on what you have achieved in the present 21st century lifetime! i suspect that these things are very fluid in this way, contrary to our expectations of forward moving time. mark

that's a great point, mark. the sequence of incarnations does not necessarily need to follow the arrow of time.

although i have had this idea in the back of my head for a while. maybe you can't just come back whenever you want. i feel like this period of time which we call "history" is/will be somehow closed off. i am struggling with the words, but i am imagining a huge sign that says "welcome to earth: you are free to move about but please do not incarnate between the years 3113 bc and 2012 ad." kind of like earth will become some type of galactic museum.

those of us with "tickets" will be able to re-enter earth's 3d time/space but only as observers. for example, i might want to go to the signing of the declaration of independence, and jump around from person to person to perceive what they were each thinking/feeling at that moment. but i won't be able to influence the events in any way.

[Bob137]

hello all, i am new to this thread, usually on the lt forum. i also believe i was here before, and this time i came back to help others also, as have others. i believe that is our main goal in life here, to gain a better spiritual awareness, and help others in doing so, the best we can. i remember from when i was in the womb, to coming into this life, and most of my time here on earth in this life since i was born. i know this is not usual, as most people do not remember much if anything before they were five or six. i do also relate some of my experiences in this life, that were connected to different past lives, some good, and some not so good experiences. i remember when i was just a few years old, (back in the late 50's), and talking with my mother, and told her about what i remembered, and knew, and she told me that if i ever mentioned this among anyone other than our family, or in church, that they would probably have me locked up in an insane asylum.

[Jeia Ra Manuk]

no, it is not my first time on earth, but it is for my son. it is very interesting to watch him grow!

[TA KA 11175]

in this incarnation, i came into the information of my previous liftimes on earth as a human. i would like to know who else knows without question of course. and how that pertains to there incarnation at this time of harvest.

[Rachael5922]

i am going to try to explain this the best way i can.

i remember events on earth, but i have no recall of feelings, or death. i remember watching everything happen and then leaving to "report"

i do not remember another planet, i do not remember other people per say features or mannerisms.

maybe some people live in the source field and do not live on planets of any kind. maybe they are ushering others here and there watching them to make sure they understand they do not have a moment alone.

this life is wack.
lol a hotchickopia ok. lol next life, i want to be the watcher again.

maybe the crystal skulls were to create people you could see inside, and they could see inside you, the beginning of making of the "wandering" people or angels or whatnot. they remind me of the new indigo and crystal children. the creators of them knew what was up before it was up.

[Rachel]

i'm pretty confident this is my first time here too. i wouldn't even talk to people when i was an infant (i could talk but just wouldn't) and then became fixated on figuring out "the rules" of humankind, rules that never made sense to me. how do you be human? what do you say to each other?

there are some beautiful things about this place but it's true, i've never felt like i've ever really been here before.

[Hiram Abif]

i had a near death experience (nde) in 1981. i will not go into all the details, but learned that this was incarnation number 746 on this planet. i was shown all past incarnatons. i was also told that i had graduated to this planet from a star system far, far away, a long, long time ago. i was given the choice of returning to my battered body or re-incarnating once again in a new one. the mission and purpose for which i had incarnated was finished. i was shown what more i could accomplish by returning to my developed body and was assured it would be repaired well enough to complete my future assignments or goals and that i would live to see a "new age" begin on the planet. upon seeing the practicality of this offer i decided to return and, being a former agnostic, embarked upon a 31 year spritual discovery/service to others journey. it's been a great trip! i'm glad i made the decision to return.

[Jeia Ra Manuk]

hello hiram and welcome to the forum,
i enjoyed reading your account; must've been an amazing experience to remember it all like that! good luck on your journey!

love and light,
ra ma

[coolamander]

i feel 1001 years old though i'm only 30. i could see this being my first time on earth. i hope it's my last.

[ninente]

i've had the time of my life here, but it would take some very attractive inducements to make me come back again. the large number of other posters who feel the same reminds me that if we came here for a specific purpose, chances are we wouldn't be having it that easy. but then, we're not likely comparing our lives with those in third-world countries where the vast majority's focus is on bare survival.

there is a sense that this isn't the first time i was here, which is corroborated by my preferences in food and activities. i felt at home in natural places from the start, but i've had to live mostly in cities, which i detest. i was never drawn to the stars or moon, as many are. i'm wondering if some of us share the traits of wanderers yet are not originally from the stars although we may have lived on other planets. could the earth be the true home of some of us, or did we all come from somewhere else?

i have no distinct memories or dreams to draw on, but i'd like some. i will try the methods suggested here because i'd appreciate even a few hints suggesting what i might be here for. i think knowing that would give me more courage and desire to stay.

while reading this excellent thread it occurs to me that perhaps those we are drawn to on this forum and elsewhere might have been known to us in a previous lifetime, and we might have unfinished business with some. i have met more than several people - animals too - throughout the years for whom i am sure this is the case.