Wandering from...?

[butterfriends]

if you feel you are a starseed / wanderer do you have an inkling of where 'home' is? a reference to orion in another thread just got me thinking.

i had a strange experience several years ago that pointed me in the direction of sirius as being important to me, quite a strange series of 'dreams'. but since then i've felt quite content and that i don't need to give the matter much more thought.

just wondering whether anyone else has had similar experiences
:)

[AmelieJolie]

i'm not sure.

i don't really know if i am a "wanderer" as such or just an older soul who became more aware/ tuned in with higher frequencies at an early age.

as a child, i had recurring dreams which were vivid, in which i could levitate.

the planet as such did not appear "strange", but somehow i always felt that things were not half as beautiful as they could be, if only we were to live in harmony with nature (funny how nature contains the words "true tune").

i always dreamed of architecture and buildings being much more beautiful, of natural materials, etc.
i always disliked supermarkets, roads and tacky colours on signs, etc.

i always felt something, this great overwhelming concern from the planet herself, and our future, the future of all sentient beings.

i always felt drawn towards nature and had a great respect and love for all kinds of native peoples around the world.

no-one influenced me to be that way, to feel these things- the came from within me.

i have always liked water. i spend a lot of time in the bath, and when staying near the seaside once when i was a kid, i spent most of the time snorkling under water, fascinated by the wildlife under there.
so perhaps i was a mermaid, lol. :d
or perhaps the water reminds me of a place which was less dense, and where levitation was simple. (the spirit world perhaps?).
hmm.......

[AmelieJolie]

i sometimes imagine the world full of nature, similar to the nature we see but more radiant somehow.....

and of course, i dream of animals and humans communicating, living side by side in harmony and as one. :)

[Ceara]

oh "home" is definitely orion for me. in particular, the middle star. living in n america, orion is only really viewable in the autumn/winter months. i look forward every year to seeing "my old friend" and greet him thus.

i do not know why i feel this way, nor do i understand it. for many years i sought the answer, and no one was able to help me. i have pretty much given up finding out.

there's also a definite link to sirius somehow. is it the proximity to orion? *shrug* but my feelings towards sirius do not compare to orion and are not as intense.

i, too, am a water lover. my astrological sign is a water sign (scorpio.) not that it means anything. lol i was always drawn to swimming and it feels natural to be immersed in water. where i grew up we were landlocked and the climate was semi-arid. but now i live right by water and currently literally surrounded by water. in the canadian great white north during the spring equinox, it's still snowing. arrgh. the good sandy beach is about a 10 minute drive away, and there are three rivers in the area, all with marshes. one river marsh is literally right across the street from our house.

anyway, while it's fun and all to wonder our origins and ache to "return home," it is important to remember we are here in the physical for a reason. i feel too many people ponder about the beyond and avoid plain 'ol 3d life.

just for fun, check out these lyrics from the canadian band rush and their song, "dog years." especially the sirius part. i feel this is relevant to the conversation.

"dog years"

in a dog's life
a year is really more like seven
and all too soon, a canine
will be chasing cars in doggie heaven

it seems to me
as we make our own few circles 'round the sun
we get it backwards
and our seven years go by like one

dog years...it's the season of the itch
dog years...with every scratch it reappears

in the dog days
people look to sirius
dogs cry for the moon
but these connections are mysterious

it seems to me
while it's true that every dog will have his day
when all the bones are buried
there is barely time to go outside and play

dog years...it's the season of the itch
dog years...with every scratch it reappears
dog years...for every sad son of a bitch
dog years...with his tail between his ears

i'd rather be a tortoise from galapagos
or a span of geological time
than be living in these dog years

in a dog's brain
a constant buzz of low level static
one sniff at the hydrant
and the answer is automatic

it seems to me
as well make our own few circles 'round the block
we've lost our senses
for the higher level static of talk

[Rhonda]

are we all not stars, light of our creator? let the imagination flow from deep remembances of yourself. wondering out loud ---->

in the bible, kj (this is a old bible from the 60's, actually from sears :) ) given to me as a baby.... many other versions have more or less passages included as i am learning....

it is interesting to connect the water, water life and feelings of to genesis story, 1:1 - on

1:6- and god said, let there be a firmation in the midst of the waters, and let it divide the waters from the waters.

1:7- and god made the firmament, and divided the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament; and it was so

1:20- and said, let the waters bring forth abundantly the moving creature that hath life, and fowl that may fly above the earth in the open firmament of heaven.

1:22- and god blessed them, saying, be fruitful, and multiply, and fill the waters in the sea, and let fowl multiply in the earth

anyway, my point and imagination running, the thoughts of mermaids, dolphins (me), whales and other water like feelings, could it be from the very beginning of our "form" experiences ......... from our light bodies (stars) to form....

in the beginning there was only water, then form was created (land and so on) . where we once from the waters ?

going deep here.... open to your comments and imagination

blessings.....

[Greywolf69]

as far as i can remember, i guess earth has been my home. i feel i may have been a wander, nomad, or what have you. i dont really stay at jobs more than 5 years (that being the longest i have been on one place) and if i am in one place too long, i feel like i need to go elsewhere. but, i am looking to get back out in nature. i do remeber hearing tribal drum beats once while i was looking into a mirror and staring into my own eyes. hmmm ... maybe my past life experiances would be able to shed more light on that subject (but i guess that is going off the topic of this thread ... sorry >.< )

[Detlef]

if you feel you are a starseed / wanderer do you have an inkling of where 'home' is? a reference to orion in another thread just got me thinking.:)

dear butterfriends,
speaking for myself, there is not a home in the classic sense, rather a place i associate with. a little bit like, when i think, feel, understand who i am, i associate mostly with that part of myself that i call rah nam, i could call it my soul or my higher self. (the total self is much more extensive)
in the same way i feel drawn to a galaxy that is known as the southern pinwheel. i, rah nam spend all my developing time in this galaxy, prior to becoming a wanderer. and still go back there in between "missions".
to put this into context, when i started to realize what and who i am, i asked where we come form, and i was given to understand, that the original energy cam from a neighbouring universe.

regards detlef
rah nam

[FooSnik]

when i read dw's book and learned of starseeds/wanderers the hair raised up on the back of my neck and goose bumps appeared on my flesh. i thought, "finally! there is a reason for why i feel like such a freak!"

now my whole mentality has changed from feeling like a bad egg or an outsider to someone who is not from here and is just visiting to see what it is all about. to learn and grow from my experience here on earth.

i am not sure where exactly i am from. and i have read that we have probably had many different lives on many different planets. and to go one step further, it is possible that we are living many different lives, in many different dimensions all simultaneously.

the important thing for me was to realize that i just may not be from here and this is the reason for my feeling out of place.

i am going to a hypnotist in the next few weeks so if i learn of any specific life on another planet i will post it here.

my humble gratitude,
foo :)

[RAB80]

i realize that this is an older post but i was digging through the forums, doing some searching and ran across it and found myself intrigued. i've often wondered about wanderer inklings where "home" is concerned. for me, it's been a passing interest and not something i've really felt an uncontrollable urge to look into but for as long as i can remember i've had ideas about a different place. it never really visited me in my dreams but it's always been more like this place is constantly on my mind, like on a back burner.

in fact, i thought nothing of it really until i really started diving in dw's material and others with similar material because the similarities were just blatant. people with abilities, communication that consisted of telethapy being used as commonly as video conferencing, even inter planetary communication existing in a similar form using projections. i've always been accused of having an over active imagination lol but it's so much more than that.

i've often wondered if people have similar more detailed inklings of places and cultures that go beyond a simple drawing to a start or place in the heavens, it's very interesting stuff!

[aqcheryl]

i do not feel im a wanderer myself... though who knows. i feel tied to the earth though, i began here.

but i do have to say that i am constantly drawn to the andromeda galaxy, ever since i learned of its existence.

[johnf]

i used to wonder about this until i got the idea of everywhere nowhere. i had an experience when i was young that didn't include any type of place or really physical existence at all. the problem is i have difficulty living on the planet because it doesn't seem to be home so ,perhaps that is the best practice for me right now, being physical, and on the planet.
jf

[evolving]

...this is a old bible from the 60's...

an old bible from the 11th,12th,13th,14th,15th,16th,17th,18th,19th, or 20th century? i would dare say an old bible is not written in english, hehe.

[HelioHelix]

i've always been fascinated by atlantis since i was very little. i was very accepting of the idea of atlantis and ufos being real. i would watch the history channel when i was not even 10 years old to see as much as i could on these subjects. ancient history has always fascinated me as well.

if anything i would have to say that i have spent most of my lifetimes here on earth rather than other planets. possibly my soul was once a resident of an atlantean.